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This week I found myself allowing the old blueprint to find his way back into my space. It was evident that I got distracted by my circumstances. My initial response was to think the old way and go into my pity party. It was a struggle to fight off the old habit patterns and behaviors. Like in the movie The Matrix, I felt like I was going down a rabbit hole. There was enlightenment when I came back to the exercises, weekly readings and listening to my audio recording. I could feel a release and the feeling of joy and enthusiasm return. It is a choice to engage this material each day. Missing the exercises or skipping is not an option. I allowed “yesterday’s success to lull me into today’s complacency for this is the great foundation of failure” As referenced by Og Mandino in scroll 3. Note to self, lesson learned.
My goal is to stay connected to the materials and the support system at the MMKE. The analogy of the Bull being lanced was the way I felt throughout this week. Nevertheless, “I will persist, I will succeed” as Mandino says. The ability to expand my thoughts in my sit surrounding having what I desire was a very pleasant experience. I am glad that I had the opportunity to engage my old blueprint, the persistence to stay with exercises and readings paid off. I am back on track emotionally and mentally. I am happy and grateful for the MMKE community. We are learning to make the world within opulent.
Thank you for being so transparent! Through our persistence with all the MKE exercises, ‘we ARE learning to make the world within opulent! I love it!!!
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So happy you are back on track! You inspired me to get back as well! Thank you!
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Derwyn Thank you for sharing your vulnerability and the insights you gained this week. So glad that you are learning from it and that you are back on track!
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Good for you, well done! ♥ We are persisting and we get back on track, ‘cos we know it works when we do the work. Keep it up! Thanks for sharing! ♥
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…I found myself allowing the old blueprint to find his way back…
Well done Derwyn. I find Ol’ Blue is ready to jump and offer his ‘two cents worth’ — given the opportunity. I might even be a willing participant for a time. Gratefully those times are less frequent and shorter in duration! I see now I have the skills, obligation, and desire to live differently.
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I love that you said, “Missing the exercises or skipping is not an option.” Thank you for sharing your struggle, renewed persistence, and lesson learned. I’m glad to read that you’re back on track and going strong! Way to pop back out of that rabbit hole! 🙂
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Thanks Derwyn, I’m wondering about things I’m “doing” if I might be jumping to “do” them the “old blueprint” way when I “know how to already”. I’m sure the master key master mind alliance has shown us a new way but I think I’m still getting in the way. I think this because sometimes I’m satisfied when I’ve “done” something. Other times I’m filled with wonder.
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