This week I found myself allowing the old blueprint to find his way back into my space. It was evident that I got distracted by my circumstances. My initial response was to think the old way and go into my pity party. It was a struggle to fight off the old habit patterns and behaviors. Like in the movie The Matrix, I felt like I was going down a rabbit hole. There was enlightenment when I came back to the exercises, weekly readings and listening to my audio recording. I could feel a release and the feeling of joy and enthusiasm return. It is a choice to engage this material each day. Missing the exercises or skipping is not an option. I allowed “yesterday’s success to lull me into today’s complacency for this is the great foundation of failure” As referenced by Og Mandino in scroll 3. Note to self, lesson learned.
My goal is to stay connected to the materials and the support system at the MMKE. The analogy of the Bull being lanced was the way I felt throughout this week. Nevertheless, “I will persist, I will succeed” as Mandino says. The ability to expand my thoughts in my sit surrounding having what I desire was a very pleasant experience. I am glad that I had the opportunity to engage my old blueprint, the persistence to stay with exercises and readings paid off. I am back on track emotionally and mentally. I am happy and grateful for the MMKE community. We are learning to make the world within opulent.